Date women from United States / California / Panorama City, 39 year old

Date someone special from Panorama City, United States. I'm a mother of a 5 year old boy who raised him single handedly since day one! I don't think i am the typical kind of girl that most guys are looking for and fit for. I am very simple on the outside and more complex inside! Almost never wear makeup or go to shopping malls for fun, almost always in my jeans and T shirt! And in the play ground playing seriously!! I am very spontaneous, practice the here and now as much as I can and act as if each day is the last day of my life.
I have a passion to paint at night times and a philosopher at heart( maybe because I was once a philosophy major!)
I tutor French and math to children for my living and sometimes I even have to baby sit or dog sit!! I have a B.A in Anthropology and one day I would love to go back and finish. My dream job is to travel in remote places and do ethnography, explore cultures and help them be preserved. Working and helping the Native Americans for me would be an honor.
It would be interesting for me to find a partner so I could learn from, be challenged and to be complemented and whole so to speak. But, I do not believe in HOPE, nor am expecting anything. I believe there is a reason for everything. Facing the unknown is always exciting for me, and whatever the universe hands out to me I shall embrace with gratitude.