Date women from United States / California / Panorama City, 63 year old

Date someone special from Panorama City, United States. I'm sure that my friends would describe me as a loyal,friendly,caring,honest,with an incredible sense humor.
It makes me smile the simplest daily things that may happen.
I laugh a lot, but I can be serious also.
I am a dreamer, sensitive,romantic and I also have my feet on the ground.
I am very proud of giving my 4 kids protection when needed, because I had to run away with them to a new city where we were living for 3 years and I could give them support by myself but always with GOD's help.
I am the second of seven and my father passed away when I was 14 years old, that is why I had to start working as well as my older sister when we were very young, about 17 years old, this way we helper our mother to support the family hand by hand with our mother, this way We women who were the older started working at a very early edge.
I am very proud of my brother who are very brilliant people and who were able to study a carer. My youngest brother who is about 50 now , was able to prepare himself to the most and now he is a well recognized person in his field of Phisics and Math in different parts of the world.
My social life may be simple and always involved with family meetings.
I also have a group of very good friends writers and poets and we join to share our works at different places.
I write mostly about love and one of my goals is publishing a book of poems, all of them are about the different situations that had happen through my life.
I feel very happy because at my edge I am still trying new things.
My husband passed away in 1988, but we had left him three years before and we could return to our house just after he passed away.
I feel that now after being alone for so many years I am still thinking of changing my life.
I have a lot of poems in English, but since it is not my native language I express myself the way I feel and using the simple vocabulary I have.
One of my favorite poems in English is about changing my life and that was the first tittle I thought first but later I changed by.
"SOUNDLESS VOICES OD NATURE"
I think it's time to change my life,
It,s time to find the love with a good man.
Maybe who fills my days with simple things
Or, who teaches me hear different sounds.
I want to understand the soundless voice...
Of woods, climbing a mountain up the hill,
If I could walk along holding one hand...
I'm sure I won't fall down going with him.
I want to understand the voice of air...
When it blows and messes up your hair,
I want to understand the voice of rain
When it comes falling to the ground:
If I could walk along with a loved one
While feeling raindrops falling in my soul.
I wrote this poem in 1994 when I fall in love with a man, and that was the first time when I realized that I was able to write poems in English.
I am a person who believes that is better to continue by myself than just for not being alone
start a relationship with anyone.
There is a part in one of my poems that goes.
I don't mean the kind of love...
many people think is real
and they are used to have
any moment, any time
and perhaps with any man.
I am looking for someone
I could live just for all the days I live
till the day I pass away.
I always knew that I deserve to find some one
very special, a soul mate... I didn't care how long I had to wait.
I wrote this that tell about how my feelings
would be.
Just if I met you..
and I realized you are
the one whom I've been waiting all my life.
Or if I had to wait long time to meet you.
I think even the distance I would love you.
It would be enough for me
if I realized that you are a real person...
Not a dream.
And the same as I do... you feel for me.
I would like to find a man who were able to visit my city and to share my family with me . as well as I would be happy to share everything with him.
I am looking for a man that I know that exists around here and I want to find him.
Thanks for reading me and find a special year.