Date women from United States / California / Oceanside, 44 year old

Date someone special from Oceanside, United States. I CAN BE FUN AND FUNNY AT TIMES BUT I AM ALSO CYNICAL ABOUT THIS WHOLE ON-LINE DATING THING! BUT EVEN IF I DO, I STILL BELIEVE THAT THERE "MUST" BE THAT SPECIAL MAN THAT WAS MEANT ONLY FOR ME, ON-LINE OR NOT...
I AM AN ATTRACTIVE LADY WHO IS SEEKING TO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN BE RUGGED IN ANY SHIRT & DENIM JEANS! HAS TO HAVE A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR BUT SARCASM IS OKAY AND A MUST....I FIND IT VERY 'CUTE' BECAUSE IM THAT WAY TOO. BUT IF YOU ARE A SARCASTIC (JERK) THEN I WOULD RATHER NOT HAVE THAT IN MY LIFE (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...)!
WE WILL DEFINATELY GET ALONG IF THE CHEMISTRY IS THERE. I CAN BE EASY GOING, DEMURE... AND A LITTLE STUBBORN WHICH YOU CAN MELT AWAY WITH A SIMPLE SEXY-LOOK IN YOUR EYES WITHOUT EVEN TRYING TO....NO GAMES...JUST INTIMATE GROWN-UP ONE ON ONE KIND...
I AM SPONTANIOUS AND ALMOST NEVER PLAN..EVER! I AM THE KIND OF GIRL WHO WILL HOP IN HER VEHICLE IN A ROBE AND DRIVE TO WHEREVER YOU ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT JUST FOR A SIMPLE QUICK HEART-FELT HUG, "JUST BECAUSE I MISS YOU" I AM FEELING...
I HAVE 2 CHILDREN WHO ARE YOUNG ADULTS, MINE.. ITS GOOD TO KNOW THEY ARE LOVED AND SAFE. ALWAYS.
I WANT A MAN WHO WILL BE MY PARTNER, MY LIFE, MY LOVER... I WANT TO CHERISH HIM AND BE CHERISHED IN A LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP WHERE THERE IS PASSION... A "LOVE" THAT IS HONEST, RESPECTFUL, AND DEEP!
A MAN SHOULD BE STRONG, FINANCIALLY STABLE, AND CONFIDENT AND CARINGLY LOVING, AND COMFORTABLE WITH HIMSELF. LIKES TO HOLD HANDS AND IS NOT AFRAID TO SHOW TRUE AFFECTION IN PUBLIC PLACES.
A REAL MAN WHO IS NOT AFRAID...
AND WHEN HE IS TIRED, I WANT TO BE THERE TO HOLD HIS WEARY HEAD UPON MY BREASTS JUST FOR ME TO OFFER COMFORT, LOVE AND REASSURANCE...
I AM LOOKING FOR A GENTLEMAN WHO STILL BELIEVES IN PRICELESS ROMANCE!
A PASSIONATE MAN WHO LOVES TO SEE OR DO THINGS TOGETHER...AND WHEN WE ARE NOT TOGETHER, AT LEAST WE WILL BE HAPPY AND CONTENT IN JUST "KNOWING" THE OTHER EXISTS AND WILL BE TOGETHER SOON!
...IN MY EYES HE WILL EXIST AS SHEER PERFECTION! BUT OF COURSE, NO MAN IS "PERFECT" BUT HE IS SECURED TO KNOW THAT HE IS EXACLTY THAT...PERFECT..TO ME!
I LOVE TO HOLD AND BE HELD. BEING FRIENDS FIRST IS A MUST, PLEASE? I LOVE HUGGING AND BEING KISSED ON MY TEMPLE OR FOREHEAD. THEN YOU'LL DRIVE ME "CRAZY" AND I WILL MOST LIKELY GRAB THE BACK OF YOUR NECK AND WE BOTH CAN GET LOST IN THAT "KISS"...
I ADORE SITTING WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN FRONT OF A NICE FIREPLACE WITH A GREAT GLASS OF WINE AND CHEESE AND JUST TALKING AND FLIRTING. SLOW DANCING IN THE RAIN WITHOUT ANY MUSIC IS ROMANTIC !!...NEVER DONE IT BEFORE! I FIND RAINY DAYS BEAUTIFUL!
AND OH!!!! HE HAS TO BE A GREAT "KISSER"! IT IS A "MUST FOR ME"!!! AND IF YOU WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME, JUST ASK... COMMUNICATION IS THE KEY...
OF COURSE THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID...I WILL UNDERSTAND BUT, IF I FEEL LIKE YOU ARE SHUTTING ME OUT, AND TREATING ME AS IF IM NOT THERE THEN FORGET IT. THAT MEANS YOU ARE NOT READY TO START A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. BUT I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU FIRST..THEN TAKE IT FROM THERE...IS IT YOU?
I WANT TO FEEL THOSE DARN "BUTTERFLIES" IN MY STOMACH AGAIN!...FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS...