Date men from United States / California / Madera, 59 year old

Date someone special from California, United States. In the process of getting divorced, so right now I can't have another relationship. Thought she would be the last person I saw as I laid on my death bed. Wanted to take her to her doctors appointments after we retired, and wait for her in the waiting room. I miss my companion. My best friend......Well, now I am divorced. Been that way for over a year now. Still haven't dated. Almost ready to join, but I'm not sure if I know how to act. Being alone has its advantages.