Date women from United States / California / Hollydale

Date someone special from California, United States. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Everyone has to go through some trial and tribulations to have a grand epiphany about who they are and what they want. Some people have a short life path that starts quickly and becomes fulfilling with the first person they meet. Others have to try and try again going through so the pile of bad apples until they find a shinny one that is mouldy or rotten inside. You try apple after apple and in the end you find out that apples aren't your think and its pears or peaches or even banana that you should be trying. I read a book once Many Master Many Lives and it was about how each person was suppose to learn some life lesson in every life they lived and when they had learned that life lesson they would die and they would then continue to the next life cycle to learn the next lesson. It was when you have learned all the lessons you have to learn that you are ultimately enlightened and no longer live a human life but life in spirit form. I read that book when I was 10 and it made sense to me. It was an explanation to why people have different lives. I am at a point in my life where I have learned a lot about myself. I want to meet someone that I can build something with. I was a late bloomer and started my social life at a late age. When I did I hit the ground running. I like people, I like having intersting conversations that have no ending, I like someone that can challenge me and make me doubt myself. I like someone that is passionate about life and about me. I like somene who has an idea of what their future should be but has some wiggle room in case things don't turn out the way that you plan them. I like someone who can be the center of attention but is okay just blending in with the crowd. A person with ambition, drive and lots of affection to give.
I am very affectionate and like a lot of affection in return. I have lots of dream and hopes and ideas that I want to share with someone. I want someone I can admire, grow with and have disagreements that end in laughter.
I want something real, long term and full of laughter.