Date women from United States / California / Larkfield, 37 year old

Date a soulmate from California, United States. I need to get my groove back. I'm told that I'm too serious. That may be because I'm incomplete. I know sounds so Jerry McGuire but its true. I'm not living I'm just existing. I may look independent and self confident but really I am so lonely. I really miss that intimate connection with a male counter part that doesn't feel fake or forced. Like I said before I'm blunt and to the point. If you can't already tell I'm a real movie lover ;)