Date a soulmate from United States. A real decent guy who went astray after 36 years of faithful I cheated and I hate me for it I have no excuse only regret My ..no our life changed forever....I threw away 36 wonderful years for what? Nothing ....I hate what it did to the love of my life, she never deserved being treated that way. I will never make that mistake again.If we only got do overs in life..One time was the last time...Honesty is what I strive to prove from here on out....