Date men and women from United States / Arizona / Bonita, 39 year old

Date men and women from Arizona, United States. Here I am looking for a life partner and a best friend online, of all places!!
I was never great at dating "regularly". I'm a long-term relationship girl, loyal to a T, expect too much of myself and of most people around me, have my faults, but I learn from them to better myself. I love to laugh and need to be serious for life's serious things. I have a sarcastic side and a funny side (at least I think I'm funny!).
I still believe in true love that lasts forever. There is nothing better than seeing a very old couple that have been together for decades, and stuck together through life's ups and downs.
I want a family of my own with kids (adopt or have) and would love to have that soon, but won't settle for something I'm not completely in love with.
There is much more to me, but would rather not share everything here.
I'm looking for a man who is imperfect in every way, but is loyal and trustworthy, has a great character and thrives to better himself and the lives of those he cares about. He's supportive and family oriented. Attraction is a great start but long term love comes from trust.
I'm attracted to smart, down to earth type of a guy, who has confidence (not arrogance). A guy that likes to share his thoughts and life's challenges with his girlfriend/wife. A guy that's not afraid to go after what he wants and doesn't give up too fast.
If you're into partying we're not a good match. Please move on!
If you have commitment issues we're not a good match. Please move on!
If you're always looking for the next girl we're not a good match. Please move on!
If you keep wondering if the grass is greener on the other side, please cross it and stay there, we're not a good match. Please move on!