Date men from United States / California / Los Banos, 20 year old

Date someone special from Los Banos, United States. im a person who loves to love someone im very faithful straight up and will hold nothing back i love life im just a realy lovable person thats all i can say and if you dont believe meet me for yourself

Meet single boy from Los Banos, United States. Well, I really like having someone to relax with, lay with. Not in the complete area of "sex" but the idea is still there of coarse. I'm going to be very strait forward.
I'm not looking for an only physical relationship. I'm looking for a healthy mix of both mental and physical relationship.
I like playing computer games. But not soo much as to actually ditch anyone for it. I love going on walks late a night, it's very calming. I enjoy going to the movies, whether it be with friends, family, or a date.
I love my family, my brother is a great help around the house, and can make just about anyone laugh by saying something silly or outrageous. I love my mother, she's been very strong throughout the years with me and my brother being raised alone by her. My father passed away when i was 3, but i like to believe he was a very great man.
I do have a hard time breaking the ice with new people whom i've met, but believe me when i say "I'll make a fool of myself before making a situation awkward for the both of us". When it comes to someone who i can talk to very easily. I will fall quickly, but if you are attractive and hard to talk to, it may end in the same way of me falling for you. Thing is i have to put soo much more effort in.
The last relationship i had started with both of us living only 4 blocks away. She moved 1 year ago, and broke up with me 4 months ago. So i will say this now. Long distance, ill tolerate it. But not for long.
I have had many friends who are women, who stay the night at my house. Out of comfort, not attraction "these are friends". If distance may be a problem, visiting for long periods of time is something i would rather. These friends have no physical need towards me. I make that very clear to them. The reason they come to me, is simply because I'm very nice, i comfort them. Also help them get their mind off of the thing that may be upsettingbothering them.
Most of my friends would say i would be the free counselor, or just someone who can give good adviceopinion. Since i have always been honest with them.
The one issue i may have is that, i may sometimes be an emotional wreck. My family sometimes leans on me a little too much, on top of my friends relying on me. To top all of that, i've had rather crappy relationships in the past. Most of them coming to either the other cheating, or break up of understanding. not including my previous relationship
Some of my friends think i should get out more, but i have yet to have a reason to go out and have fun with someone. I love being spontaneous, but only when it's something new. Otherwise to me, it doesn't feel all that exciting. Not including the movies or bowling, or just watching a movie at home with someone. It is true though, i like being indoors. Helps me keep my mind off of some things.... But i would go outside if i had someone who would get my mind off of things rather than something that gets my mind off of things.