Date women from United States / California / Cypress Park, 21 year old

Date someone special from Cypress Park, United States. My friends have all said, at some point, about me that I'm sweet - "she's so sweet!" or "she's such a sweetheart!" or "you're an angel!" Haha, reading that I feel like I sound sickening. My closest friends tell me "you're such a dork!," "dude, you're hilarious!", and my closest friend told me that how she would describe me if she were a guy, (in her best guy-voice) "not to sound like a f-gg-t, but dude, that girl, she's really caring! shut up dawg, she is!"
My expectations aren't insanely high, just don't be an a-hole or think you're better than anyone else. Gross!
So I feel like I gotta say that I'm SUPER discerning about this whole thing. And part of that is that I really don't know if I want to go full force on this thing, blast my photo on the internet, and let the internet suggest people for me to check out, and I don't wanna pay for something when I'm not 100% about it.
As much as I probably look like a total creeper going on your profile, or not "winking"/messaging back, it's not because I'm some psycho, it's because all of this is kind of overwhelming.
So I'm sorry, bare with me, and I just need a little bit of time to see if I really want this. Haha.