Date men and women from United States / Alabama / Helena, 75 year old

Date a man from Helena, United States. I may be outrageous at times and do some pretty silly things once we get to know each other. But I do have a shy and reserved personality when I am first introduced to someone. I so, try to have that first imprecision of me to be good, that I tend to screw it up at times by saying the wrong thing! So therefore I wind up not saying much - anyway - I was married to my wife for 50 plus years until cancer took her from me in 2008. I can never replace her but would truly love to find someone of her qualities and strong convictions.