Date men and women from United States / California / Lake Arrowhead, 64 year old

Date single man from Lake Arrowhead, United States. I live in cold country in the mountains and great during the summer and cold during the winter. Lots of snow right now. I dislike the winters but have a business here. I love to laugh and have fun and goof off and be serious too. I feel sincerely like I am a 21 year old guy locked in a 62 year old body. I don't like getting older but someone has to do it they tell me. I work out of my home and sometimes have to get away from it all. I am writing this and not asking for help so you can see the real me. I do not try to impress. I want to be real at all times. I dislike tough guys or guys who want to control or smother or be mean or any of that junk. I love being with a lady and most of the time am fine with what she is doing. I just love fun though and hate boring. I would love to be with a lady to share and enjoy life together and await each new day with anticipation and laughter and being together. I love to pamper my lady. Maybe not in extravagant ways but to me the everyday life together is so important and many things in our day bring us down or wear us out and we lose sight of each other or tend to go is this all there is and the doubts come in. So I love to like at night if she is watching tv stem some strawberries and get some splenda and whip cream and maybe coffee or something in the blender and bring it to her. In the morning I like to make her coffee if I am the first one up and prepare something she likes. I feel like I compliment and try to uplift her. I want her to know that she is the only lady in the world I want to be with. I love to look over at her whatever she is doing and just go WOW, that's my girl. I want love, joy and peace to reign in our house. I hate fighting, or aruging and no yelling and that please but yes, at times I know there comes disagreements and that is when we need to love even more and work it out. I do not care if I am right. I just want us to make the right decisions and live, laugh and love at all times. We are equal. If we both work or are busy in a day I do not have the right to come home and be a couch potato while she works around the house. I would love to find a lady who knows how to cook good and cooks but if not that is not that important as it is to be one. I want her to be the wind beneath my wings and me the same to her. I firmly believe if love is to reign then we must serve and love the Lord God with all of our hearts. Not religious. Real. When we put him first he will put us first and love will flow. A ring is important but love is far more important and us being one but yet separate. Half of the marriages fail and tons of others are miserable but there are awesome ones too. I was married over 30 years the first time but I lost sight of what was important. I believe I am ready finally. You would have to be the judge as I am just sharing words but they can be very cheap and they can be as good as gold depending on who is saying them. I have made even somewhat recent mistakes but know I am ready. I want the same in a lady. It cannot be one sided. We must love being around each other. I would rather be sitting with my girl and watching tv even if it is her shows then be in a room somewhere on my computer or playing a game. But I love playing cards and goofing off and just being together. A awesome trip is nice but two weeks later when we get home back in the grind lets say is there the glue to hold us together? I may be sharing what I am like but it really is what I am looking for because I have no big list of what she must be. I want a beautiful woman inside and out and she must feel that from me. I cannot promise much but I will promise to love and honor and cherish. I do hope she likes a clean house and I will help and if it is too much then we get a house cleaner. I hope she is not heavy into tv and soaps. I like getting heavy into US. I will put my picture on as soon as I can figure that out.
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