Date women from United States / California / Arnold, 18 year old

Date someone special from Arnold, United States. I tend to be the quiet shy person in a group. Being the quiet person I get the opportunity to observe others. What makes me smile is when I see people doing things for others and not caring how they look doing it.
When it comes to laughing I don't do it often. With the things that has happened in my life I have found that trivial things no longer make me laugh.
I'm looking for a person who is caring and compassionate. I want to be told the truth no matter how much it hurts. I want you to be able to tell me that you love me even if you feel stupid when you do. I want us to be able to be real with one another.
They have to be supportive of me and willing to share the light with me. I will not live in somebody else's shadow and I do not want you to live in mine.