Date men and women from United States / Arkansas / Bigelow, 47 year old

Date a soulmate from United States. Romantic at heart. But Ive gotten a bit synical over the past few years, realizing that most of my life is behind me rather than in front of me. Yes, there are things I would change in my life if I could hit the rewind button but since that isnt possible, Im just determined to make the last part of my life wonderful, happy and hopfully I will find someone to share that with. I do still have one child at home but that wont be for much longer. Being alone for the rest of my life is not something I really want to be. Is there someone out there I could be so totally attracted to and him be wonderful and equally as attracted to me?