Date women from United States / Alaska / Kodiak, 23 year old

Date a girl from United States. I want someone outgoing who will pull me out of my shell, who makes me laugh and blush. I don't have alot of happiness in my life and need someone to be there as i discover what and who I want to be. i want somebody who wants to be helped and i want to be there with all my love and support, i want to be a witness and a participant to his life, as he is to mine. I want someone who will push for me to always better myself, but who still thinks i am perfect the way i am.
Grew up in Kodak, had a 6 year relationship that ended in divorce, followed by a year trying to make it work with someone who I hold dearly in my heart still, though that fell through as well. Looking for happiness, and the perfect someone to share it with me.
I like being on the outskirts looking in, a tag along who enjoys watching, but who does jump in from time to time, to the surprise of my friends. I am loving and protective of those who are important to me, and am very giving.
i want to be with someone who chases away my bad dreams, who wants to be with me, and involves me in his life, who will listen to what i have to say.
family s important to me, that is why i want to start one, but no rush, i want to make sure this time that it will last. You have to become my best friend before anything else will develop. I hope you are up for it.