Date men and women from United States / Colorado / Keystone, 57 year old

Date men and women from Keystone, United States. Describe myself?
Commitment-phobic, emotionally unavailable with lousy communication skills and tons of baggage---
seeking psychologically damaged, sexually depraved, morally flexible vixen with low self-esteem, and poor impulse control.
Seriously, can anyone really be completely objective about themselves?
I would love to share life with that special person. Someone who is active, attractive, secure and loves the mountains and travel.
Life is full of choices and too short not to explore at every level.
It's time to step up..
Said the Dalai Lama to the hot dog vendor, "Make me one with everything", whereupon his holiness gave the vendor $5.00
for the $3.25 frank. A few minutes passed by in silence. Finally the vendor said to the Dalai Lama, "Change must come from within."
Funny how perceptions and judgements can be. I'm a good person, have a big heart, am intelligent, not bad looking and a good friend.
I do my best to live life on spiritual principles, looking at the glass as not just half full but overflowing and feeling very blessed for this. I eat well and stay in good shape by playing hard and being outdoors.
The truth said, I am an ordinary guy with only moderate delusions of grandeur. In other words, I often think that I am evading the status-quo..
I have aversion to conspicuous consumption- but love everything about the time I spend in Aspen. There are certain characteristics that make my heart pound, but the sum of parts equal the whole. I do have an infatuation for women who share a bohemian paradox.
I yearn for creative and cultural capital.
Sometimes I'm a fool, so you should be packing a good sense of humor.
There is beauty in independence, confidence and grace in vulnerability. Beauty is subjective, but what attracts me is the subtle and not so subtle; things such as movement, poise, selflessness, dreams, creativity...
Challenge me with your personal expression both of your body and in your mind.
Open minds are a treasure.
I'd love to find a partner, and leave all the drama behind. I am not "narrowing" the age or type of woman I'd like to be with- but let's trade real photos..
I love to not just travel but to explore, on any shore and right here in my own back yard.
I have a huge tolerance for people who have gone through tough times, "we all have our stories" as we move forward.
I don't "sweat the small stuff" as I'd rather view the big picture. I have a wonderful life in a beautiful place - and how much better life is when we share.