Date men and women from United States / Colorado / Dolores, 58 year old

Date single man from Colorado, United States. I am recently widowed and I've never been that before. I'm not really sure I ought to even be on this thing. I gues I am just curious and maybe a little lonesome. I spent the last six years taking care of my wife, whom I lost to cancer. I am not really looking for anything, but maybe...if I was ready to look, she would be more interested in me than in herself, she would be open and honest about what she feels and wants and those wants would be obtainable and not just fairyland pipe dreams. Someone that gives more than they recieve. It seems that being a giver, I end up with takers and I don't really want to go there again, ever. I'm pretty simple in some ways, very basic in others and damn complicated in others, so somebody with a little patience would be nice. I like guns, mules, horses and being where I am. I've got kids and grandkids and all live in other states. I love my location and have no desire to move. I read a lot, watch a little TV, like movies, love history, museums and stories. I sing a little, even have a coule of CDs out. I weigh too much, exercise too little, have a drink of an evening, for medicinal purposes only, don't do bars. I DO LIKE TO VISIT WITH PEOPLE AND I AM A PEOPLE WATCHER. I am very opinionated and not at all bashful about it.