Date men and women from United States / Arkansas / Pocahontas, 68 year old

Date people from Pocahontas, United States. No olonger young, but not yet old. I am looking for youth, but not necesari;ly in years. I don't oonsider myself "old" except in the sense of years, which do not define me. m I definitely desire beauty but it doesn't need to be all physicl, or for that matter evn much physical. I do prefer slender, although I know that this is no way to define a person. I myself work at not being what is called obese and try to get below ovrweight. Yes, size is important to me. I enjoy trveling in my old van, It is comfortable to sleep in and one can also cook in it. currently it is rather run down but can agin be made very comforable.
After tje death of my wife I ws willing to take anythng offered, and as a consequence ended up to say the least, not happy. I have since then decided that I would prefer to know a little more about how the person I am interested in is when it comes to interst in me. Don't want to just jump as I once did. Want to at last know we are compatable emotionally and physically. Foir awhile the emotions did not particularly interst me. Times and outlook can definitely change.
I do not wish to give and do not expect a promise of a commitment. If it happens to happen, okay, if not, okay too.