Date men and women from United States / Arkansas / Nashville, 62 year old

Date someone special from Arkansas, United States. How does one fill this emptiness and the loss of you soul mate.It is like you have forgotten to breath and you too died ,walking among the shadows of those around you and you are not seen or felt .Life goes on or does it, the motions but you are still lifeless .You know countless others have gone through this same loss and it brings no comfort .You spend your time wasting away ,thinking of all those things lost never more and try to draw on familiar objects ,smells strengths .Talking to yourself making sure no one is around to hear you while the deafening sounds of the total silence sinks into your soul.You then pour your self cup coffee and tell the dogs time to go out as you whisper a prayer for strength and direction .