Date men and women from United States / Alaska / Bethel, 55 year old

Date someone special from Bethel, United States. I had my confidence knocked and lost my belief when i lost my wife 9 years ago. All I am looking for is a kind gentle woman, one that will accept me for who I am...does she exist I ask myself! I . I'm told i'm stubborn & yep I can agree with that ~ but shhhhhh don't tell anyone lol, & I don't suffer fools lightly nor do I take prisoners...so if I haven't already put you off ~ read on! So what am I like....i'm open & honest, sensative & caring and prone to getting hurt :( I'm a spiritual kind of person and enjoy being outside with nature, love the beach & the country side. (don't we all) Looking to go back to doing Tai~chi in December, love the energy of Crystals & Reiki, and would like to learn Ceroc... A young person at heart...class myself as a recycled teenager. Would like to meet someone that's on the same wavelength..whatever that might be... Someone who can make me smile & laugh without trying to hard, someone that does want to understand me (come on now...I'm a man) but someone I can feel comfortable with, someone who isn't afraid to show their feelings .Looking for someone who loves to smile and laugh (I love a great smile!!!!!). Someone who understands the serious side of life as well., though I drink alcohol occasionally. You never know you may be pleasantly surprised at the connection we might have. Please be who you say you are! I am confident I am not the only one to give this a try. With that said I am so happy I put my trust in the one who is the same today, yesterday and forever.
if you think am that man you are looking for ..dont give any stories just drop your email i will appreciate it ..am always busy but not too busy for that special woman.I believe like is short and there is so many fun out there to enjoy .Thats why i broke out of the shell to put my past behind and move on with life...am ready to smile once again and be loved.its been a while but i know am still that romantic guy back in the college lol...i will still love to spoon feed my woman and do so many funny things with her..But remember if you know your here for games or what every please back off,if you know you aren't real please back off...i have better things to do with my time that to seat down here listening to crap..am a hard working man and work keeps me very busy.So if you know your not a patient type of woman please pass by..i believe a patient dog ends up to eat the fastest bone .So am here in search of that patient woman that will understand me and will both take our relationship in a slow and steady way..hehehehhe...If your looking for Mr Perfect please pass by..i believe am not perfect also because there is no one that he's different from God...I look forward to meet that wonderful woman .Am positive and i know will meet soon..